Philosophia Perennis

Anselm's Willing Unwillingness

2010-03-04T22:17:00.002-05:00

In "On Free Will," Anselm, in answering the age-old question of whether somebody can do something willingly against their will (can temptation force one to will unwillingly?), says "[He] cannot will unwillingly because one cannot will to will against his will. Every willing person wills his own willing."

Therefore, according to Anselm, it is impossible for a person to say they unwillingly "sinned," for such a person willed to sin by first willing to be an unwilling automaton that is helpless to "stop themself." The very unwilling state the person refers to was in fact the result of an act of volition (even if antecedent) - a willing unwillingness. In the same way a person can choose to die by using their own will and life to abolish will and life.

Perhaps then the willing unwillingness is like a temporary "theliticide." A person can only be forced to do something against their will by way of another will, as in the case of somebody being bound or killed by another.

This is a powerful argument. Anselm is trying to say that doing something against the will is inherently contradictory and ontologically impossible, like saying that one sees what one does not wish to see.

For if in man the presence of the volition function is what truly moves man to choose between one choice and another, from where does proceed in man the function to choose to do that which is contradictory to the volition?

Whereas Anselm saw this, no doubt, as an air-tight argument, the seeds of its failure is already there. For as Anselm admits, acting unwillingly is possible in the presence of a stronger will as in another human being. What if man does not truly have only one will or if, at least, the development of a contradictory, secondary will is possible? Anselm assumes that man is montheletic. Why? We can say man has one mind perhaps but it is a well known problem in man to be "of two different minds," to say nothing of the physiological bicameral mind. It is also a well known problem that man can feel indecisive or feel like Buridan's Ass.

If there is a single will could there truly be indecision? Could there truly be guilt and regret? See also Socrates belief of Non Akrasia - that no one does wrong willingly. Also, see the thoughts of St. Paul in Romans 8 and the concept of demonic possession.

Gnosticism -vs- Neoplatonism

2010-03-04T21:35:00.007-05:00

Stephan A. Hoeller has distilled 12 central points that all Gnostics agree to, regardless of their specific dogmas. Being of neoplatonic, not gnostic persuasion, and recognizing that Plotinus himself attacked gnosticism (and never attacked Christianity), I will give my response as follows. Given time, I hope that we can further discuss and perhaps better understand what exactly the differences are between neoplatonism and gnosticism.

Hoeller's points are in bold.

The Gnostics posited an original spiritual unity that came to be split into a plurality.

KH: I see it more as an inversion rather than a "split". The One cannot be split nor diminished and all duality is ultimately resolved in the ground and goal of unity which is eternal and indivisible.

As a result of the precosmic division the universe was created. This was done by a leader possessing inferior spiritual powers and who often resembled the Old Testament Jehovah.

KH: This is obviously delusional. First of all, this completely denies such foundational principles as "Best of All Possible Worlds", the Principle of Sufficient Reason, the Principle of Parsimony. It also continues the false understanding of creation as ex nihilo and the literalist interpretation of the Old Testament teachings while actually corrupting the idea of the Demiurge and descending into a pathetic Manicheanism.

A female emanation of God was involved in the cosmic creation (albeit in a much more positive role than the leader).

KH: By what possible logic? This is just more delusion and creative imagination that cannot be derived at by a priori rationalism. Whatever Gnosticism is it is most certainly not rationalistic and if it is intuition it is contradictory to the Perennial Philosophy.

In the cosmos, space and time have a malevolent character and may be personified as demonic beings separating man from God.

KH: How do these people sleep at night? Space and Time are rational concepts which necessarily exist as attributes of existence for to exist is to exist in space and time. Furthermore, separation from God is inherently impossible.

For man, the universe is a vast prison. He is enslaved both by the physical laws of nature and by such moral laws as the Mosaic code.

KH: Then there really wouldn't be any way to get out would there? There is a failure here to distinguish between the universe/world soul and the world system. Also, the emphasis on Mosaic code reduces Gnosticism to a reaction to Abrahamic religion, as opposed to its desire to be a universal system. The Chinese and Indians never lived under any Mosaic Law.

Mankind may be personified as Adam, who lies in the deep sleep of ignorance, his powers of spiritual self-awareness stupefied by materiality.

KH: This one is certainly agreeable. I will grant them this one but it will be required of them to explain how the gnostics know this to be true for they are also of Adam but with a malevolent cosmos and evil creator the gnostic is hard-pressed to explain how he knows he is in ignorance, otherwise it fails the performative test.

Within each natural man is an "inner man," a fallen spark of the divine substance. Since this exists in each man, we have the possibility of awakening from our stupefaction.

KH: Actually, the "inner man" IS the natural man - there is no actual distinction for as a man thinketh so is he. The outer man is not a real man but simply a form of thought to a perceiver, its corpse being the perception of an existence in space and time to other perceivers.

What effects the awakening is not obedience, faith, or good works, but knowledge.

KH: I agree with the primacy of knowledge but what "awakens" us to it? Is not the knowing that one is asleep a form of knowledge? Why do so few seek this knowledge which Christ says will be found when it is sought? Is it really true that there is only one path for all humans or is the way of Jnana, knowledge, for some and not others? Is not this knowledge obtained through hard work, devotion, and purification which clouds the mind and creates confusion? It seems to me that denigrating obedience, faith and good works is infelicitous and dangerous, leading to arrogance and to rebellion against the better wisdom of the great teachers of mankind.

Actually, being is even higher than knowledge and this comes about only by grace, as a gift. The Platonists teach that true knowledge is true being. For to know it is to be it.

Before the awakening, men undergo troubled dreams

KH: Not sure what this means exactly but I see no reason for Gnostics to make this assumption for religious experience is very subjective and unique. Why elevate "troubled dreams" to an enlightenment prerequisite? Is not the waking state trouble enough?

Man does not attain the knowledge that awakens him from these dreams by cognition but through revelatory experience, and this knowledge is not information but a modification of the sensate being.

KH: How do you distinguish "revelatory experience" from cognition?

The awakening (i.e., the salvation) of any individual is a cosmic event.

KH: Ok - i will accept that. The only of the 12 points I can accept unconditionally.

Since the effort is to restore the wholeness and unity of the Godhead, active rebellion against the moral law of the Old Testament is enjoined upon every man

KH: There IS NO EFFORT required to "restore the wholeness and unity of the Godhead" since it is not broken but perfect always - only our attitude and understanding is too low - and if effort was required, how would it even be possible by human effort alone to bring about such unity? Further, the "active rebellion" is contrary to the essential teachings of Christ who said that he came to fulfill and not abolish the Law and to Resist Not Evil. It is also against the Way of the Tao. To take upon oneself rebellion against anything is to become a rebel not a knower, contrary to the very definition of gnosis.

The Problem of Addiction

2010-03-04T21:03:00.004-05:00

By addiction we refer not only to alcohol, tobacco, and drugs but to television, video games, pornography, complaining, gossip, sleep, food, worrying, resentment and anything by which the person finds themselves at odds with their true self and innermost desire.

Clearly, one is not addicted to a substance but to the experience of the effects of the substance on the subject. Thus, a person is not addicted to cocaine but to the experience of the effects of cocaine on the person. These effects are not merely biochemical but encompass the entire subject: body, mind, and soul. Since it is not the substance but a powerful experience that is sought after, we can honestly say that addiction is addiction to experience. All addictions, whatever the favored substance or object, are addictions to experience. Though the addiction is putatively a self-coping, self-medicating mechanism it paradoxically reduces the overall ability of the person to cope.

Is there a general form of this experience that we can categorize? The experiences, though varied, essentially removes the need for the individual to face squarely the natural anxiety and tension he or she feels in regard to their existence and for the higher purposes of life to seek meaning, understanding, and love. One turns to their favored addictions in order to reduce tension; in order to stop the train of Reflux and to shut off their higher calling. Whatever the addiction may be, it stands against and in opposition to the obtaining of higher levels of being, deeper levels of understanding, and to the most truly powerful and pure of all experiences - love.

Thus, an addiction is a decision to say No: no to understanding, no to love, no to freedom and a saying of Yes to stagnation, yes to ignorance, yes to superficiality. Most of all, addiction is an aversion to work - hard work. For one must go through the night to get to the day and must wrestle with angels to receive the blessing. We can not truly go around the mountain to bypass it - we must go through it; becoming one with it through realization that the mountain is within and not "out there." If you have faith (unshakeable knowledge) as small as a mustard seed, you can say (actualize) to this mountain move and it will surely move.

With a better grasp now of what addiction entails, we can see that it encompasses far more than what is typically considered an addiction, for it encompasses virtually every activity under the sun that does not lead to progress. What is more, we can witness that the addiction is contingent, not necessary, and even counter-productive to the truest, purest, and most elemental desires of the human being.

Instead of nutrition, the person desires junk food
Instead of knowledge, the person seeks junk entertainment
Instead of beauty, the person seeks pornography
Instead of satisfying thirst, the person consumes alcohol
Instead of intuition, the person engages in gossip
Instead of worship, the person seeks a concert of bad music

Had the person fulfilled the original desire the process would stop, the circuit close, the tension relax. With addiction, the desire becomes infinite and insatiable. For the eyes never see enough; the ears hear enough. There is always more money to be made, more games to play, more things to collect, more women to look at. Experience is not an object so it cannot be taken and put on a shelf and told to shut up. You are fused to the experience and the experience is you. Eventually, the experience has a life of its own, an artificial intelligence using heuristics to run the show; a demonic entity of your own creation.

No longer will it be a Person seeking to have an experience but Experience seeking to be a Person. The person taking the drugs becomes Drug Addict. The person gambling his paycheck away becomes Gambler. The person becoming obsessed with having money Miser. We can go on but the point is hopefully well made.

Since man is moved by desire and even defined by desire, if we may be so bold, there are really only two modes of being - addiction and freedom; One is either defined by their most salient addiction or is undefinable. The closer one moves to The Source of All, the more unified one becomes and the more one can say "neither/nor". The Dialectic progress exists only in the Reflux, never the Efflux.

Another aspect of Addiction is that there is no actual desire for fulfillment though prima facie it appears to be so; there is no actual end desired. For it is the sustaining of the experience - experience for experience sake - that is the kernel of addiction. Addiction is Pursuit. Pursuit of what you say? Pursuit of newer experiences, more novelty, more offspring. Just as Nature does not concentrate her greatest attention in maintaining what exists, but in breeding more offspring to sustain itself. Addiction is Samsara.

The person is freed, at least momentarily, from the burden of being free and the task of understanding. Although we can point to the natural depressors of alcohol and narcotics, this effect is not mutual among all addictors. Lust, for instance, has a contrary effect that excites rather than depresses.

In further consideration of the ostensible phenomena of multiple wills observed in addiction, we come to a seeming impasse. For the man has willfully made the first steps leading to an addiction yet not necessarily (and unlikely) the addiction itself. The addiction thus seems the result of poor choice and yet the addiction itself is not a choice. If the addiction is not a choice how can it be unchosen?

The person wills to be free of addiction but continues to will the addiction by making wrong choices as if the left hand builds up and the right hand tears down. In other words, even if the addiction has deteriorated the man's ability to choose, he still has a will whereby he sincerely chooses freedom and thus takes steps to free himself from addiction, yet often failing miserably despite his own will. This phenomena then appears to point in the direction of multitheletism, or multiple wills. For if the function of choice in man is identified with the Will in man then it appears that only by the presence of multiple wills can there be any such conflict, even if we admit that not all wills are of human origin. If there is any sense by which a man does something that he did not "really want to do" then there is a conflict of will, and thus multiple wills.

Yet if there is a true conflict of wills in man (such as an Id and Superego) what is the arbiter of ultimate choice in man? Is there another will or another function of man that can arbitrate between the various wills? This can then lead to the problem of an infinite regress.

What if there really is only one will in man but it can be inversed? So that bad choice is really not a choice at all for the inverse of will is a deterministic automaton. Thus, the will in man can function either as a Pneumatos or a Thanatos and that all wrong choices are really choices for death, and thus addiction and a comatose state of unknowing. Furthermore the only real choice is a choice for life so that Socrates' Anti-Akrasia - that no man willingly does wrong - seems incredibly brilliant. Since the Thanatos, like evil, is not a "real thing" but an absence of the real, then the Thanatos inverse of will is not really will and not really choice but a failure to choose so that the apparent phenomena of multitheletism is in actuality the distinction between choosing that which is good and true and failing to choose. All goodness and truth flow from one source only and yet it seems that Man must constantly say 'YES' to this stream and flow or die. So then Will implies Not Willing or Failure to Will and only he wills that wills rightly.

If reality is truly One and this reality is Omnibenevolent, then it would appear that there is no possibility of good proceeding from anything other than the original source of all there is. There is also no possibility of this good failing so there can be no second will that wills wrongly.

This revelation has many important ramifications. If no man truly wills wrongly then there is no problem of sin. The problem is not with man's behavior but with man's knowledge. To tell a sinning man that he should stop sinning is like telling a corpse to stop lying on the ground. Restore health by choosing life and the disease will be gone. Restore truth by choosing knowledge and the error will be gone. Restore freedom by choosing spirit and the addiction will be gone. Do not fight against disease, error, or addiction for then you would be creating monsters out of chimeras and boogeymans out of darkness.

So addiction is to the will what disease is to the body and what error is to the mind.

Man as First Idea

2010-03-04T20:44:00.003-05:00

Where does the World end and Man begin, and conversely Man end and the World begin?

It may be that the World is not the beginning but Man is. For Man, as the inverse of God, the consciousness of God, the "son of God", is the very first of all ideas, and thus of manifestations, and that Man necessitates a World and a World necessitates a Universe. For the idea of Man can by no wise exist without the idea of a World and a world can not exist without a universe. Thus, the idea of Man led to the idea of a universe. It is not that there was a universe that was then populated by worlds and then worlds populated with living organisms and then man evolved from them. It is the exact reverse.

This makes sense when working with the Inverse Principle: for if it is an inverse in every way then the inverse cannot work from greater to small, as with God, but from small to great. Thus the Universe started with one Man, which then necessitated a Woman, and from there everything that exists.

Now if God, the Agathon, creates only Good and Good is in fact the eponymous substance of God, then the Inverse Principle teaches that Man must create inversely. If inversely then Man cannot ever create Good but instead creates only Evil. Thus man's greatest creation - the World System - is thoroughly evil through and through, its economies, its political systems, its business, it's culture, its institutions, everything. None of these things proceed from God, but from Man only.

As God is the creator of All Good, Man is the creator of All Evil. Yet, since God is Neither/Nor and Man is Both/And, God transcends even that which is good and man is capable of creating good via the agency of God. So then the Gnostics are half-right: this is an evil, created world but not because of a Demiurge but because of us. Man is the Demiurge.

It cannot be any other way; It is necessarily and permanently so. There is no possibility of redemption or escape from it. The World System is incorrigibly evil and yet this is the Best of All Possible Worlds and The Only Possible World. At this point, Schopenhauer seems to be on target with his pessimism but we find that the mystical insights of the masters of world history have demonstrated that, though we may not escape the world system's evil while human we can reverse the inverse by becoming a god. Then we shall stand above the world system and cease to be Man. While being a Man there is no hope. Only by becoming a god - only by gaining our soul - can we hope for wholeness. For even if one should gain the "whole world," they would lose the chance for the World Soul, for godhood.

The relative is relational and the relational is relative. What is relative is relative because of its position in relation to the absolute - its nearness or farness, it's hierarchical arrangement to the hypostases and the eternal Ideas. To be relative is to be in relation to God, but to be a god is to be God's relative.

God is the absolute center of Being and Man is the infinite Becoming of all things. The Absolute inversed is the Infinite.

Ex Nihilo or Ex Deo - In depth

2010-03-04T20:27:00.002-05:00

How did we get here? Well certainly not from extraterrestials and certainly not from a slow, miraculous rise from a prehistoric pea soup given a few trillion years or so - who's counting?

To refer to Leibniz's Principle of Sufficient Reason, there must be sufficient reason why something is instead of is not for it to be, otherwise it would have been otherwise. So, humanity exists for sufficient reason, not by accident or deviousness (as the Gnostics teach) or caprice or even by deliberation by a Creator.

Now there are only three ultimate logical possibilities for the origin of man, if you will excuse my Latin: creatio ex nihilo, creatio ex materia, and creatio ex deo.

The Abrahamic view is creatio ex nihilo whereby God decided to create man "out of nothing" at some point in time (or at the beginning of what then became time since time is part and parcel of the said creation). This view is extremely flawed and troublesome. For if God created out of nothing then the universe is inherently dualistic - God and Nothing. You see, Nothing would then be elevated to a something "outside" of God where God does some paint by number and makes all these deliberations about what He wills and not wills. What IS is not necessarily logical, it just is because God's Will chose it to be so.

However, God could have decided to create us with little, one-eyed, green bodies and planted us on Mars if he chose to, according to this view. What IS is not necessarily so and so it is impossible to work our way back from observing the universe and observing ourselves since Truth becomes ultimately arbitrary when beginning with creatio ex nihilo. It's just a crazy, imaginative paint-by-number, which next time may look very different perhaps. There is no inherent purpose or meaning to anything because the manifestation does not proceed from the essence of underlying eternal concepts, but from God's Will.

So we then wind up with a capricious and scary God that should be feared - which is exactly the result in the Judeo-Christian-Muslim worldview. Perish the thought. This view reduces the concept of God considerably because all of creation is in its essence outside of God, God's immanence notwithstanding. This is unacceptable because, referring to Anselm's Ontological Argument, it is impossible for me to have a concept of God greater than the reality.

The second major problem with creatio ex nihilo it that it stipulates an indefatigable chasm between God and Man because God is everything and Man is nothing, for out of "nothing" he came. Now if this were so then there would be no possible interface between God and Man, no possibility of communication or understanding. It would be as if all the functionality of God is private to God and man is another class altogether in which there is no possibility of interfacing with God.

Furthermore, it would render all moral law, meaning, purpose, and history nil and void because what can come from nothing and for what worth is nothing? Why would God really be concerned about nothing? He could just create another nothing and replace us. Or He could ignore us because we would be of no effect to him. Any value given to man by God would be ultimately arbitrary on God's part.

Now creatio ex materia is the favored view of the current zeitgeist, the predominant secular view of the West since the 17th century. This view is quickly eradicating even the ex nihilo view. This, of course, is the view that man was created (or evolved) out of pre-existent material. Although the wording of "creation" is often dropped, it is still one of the only 3 possible explanations for "How did we get here?"

This view does not necessarily exclude a God but it inevitably does as the view is taken to its logical conclusion. Thus the Judeo-Christian view degenerated into the Deist view and the Deist view has degenerated into the rampant and pernicious atheism of today, both philosophical and functional atheism for one can be "religious" but be functionally an atheist.

The creatio ex materia view suffers from the same problems as the ex nihilo view. For any moral law, meaning, purpose, or value is suspect, arbitrary, and artificial when the ultimate source of all things is nothing more than atoms. Thus we wind up with Relativism, Reductionism, and especially Absurdism - exactly the zeitgeist of the West today. Everything becomes absurd and meaningless because - after all - we are just a sack of water and carbon.

Finally, we examine the creatio ex deo view, the least known and popular of all the views but the only one that both makes logical sense and maintains the dignity, purpose, and meaning of Man. This is the view that Man was created out of the very substance of God - that there is no actual essential difference between God and Man.

Neoplatonists view creation more as an emanation. For, just as the Sun radiates itself to all creatures equally and without caprice, without loss, diminution, or effort, so too does God, as the center of the universe, and the ground of all that exists and doesn't exist radiate out of Itself all manifestation. Notice that the speed of light is a constant - it never fluctuates. This is God - a constant behind the world, at the center of the world, and above the world. And yet the world is God - in a manner of speaking. My personal view on this which I am still developing is that God inversed Itself and so Man is essentially the inverse of God. For just as light implies darkness so too does God imply Man.

Now New Agers fail to grasp the depth of these concepts because they lack rigorous thinking. I am not really saying anything different than the beautiful verse of John 1:1, "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Insert an "l" into "Word" and you have an Emanationist, creatio ex deo view.

So, if creation is ex deo then we are necessarily eternal in our very essence and not even God can change this.

Ex Nihilo or Ex Deo?

2010-03-04T20:05:00.004-05:00

I assert that this very question is of utmost importance and the key to understanding everything else for it is a return to the quest for the foundational principle from which all things flow logically thereafter. If the foundation is right then the house can stand, else it is doomed to collapse.

The dominance of the ex nihilo viewpoint for several millenia has colored every aspect of theology and philosophy. It has created a sense of insurmountable separation between the nihilo and the deo, and between the transcendant ("the outer") and the immanent. It is this perception of separation that has spawned such doctrines as 'sin", "Hell", and "salvation". It is a perception on which the whole "Problem of Evil" lies for God alone is ultimately to blame in such a paradigm but how can such a separate God be both a good God and a creator of evil? How can the nihilo be truly responsible for anything if out of nothing it is and to nothing it shall return? And how can man ever hope to return to the deo when a huge chasm stands before him? And why should it even matter?

The antidote seems to be a return to the original perception of ex deo, a perception which leads to the collapse of separation into real, ontological oneness but a oneness that does not eliminate multiplicity - a One in the Many and a Many in the One. This returns responsibility to us as individual offshoots and replaces miraculous "salvation" with rational realization and worship and prayer with meditation and contemplation (although I am not saying there is no place for worship and prayer).

This is not a return to polytheism or pantheism necessarily but a return to Plotinus's Emanationism.

There remains the question of how does the Deo or Absolute One "give birth" to anything if it is already absolute. This is a difficult question. My personal view is that the Absolute inverts itself. As One, the inverse is Many but as an inversion it is not "outside itself" for this would be ontologically impossible. We are then in essence God inside out and all that is necessary is for us to reverse our perspective. Thus, we turn inward in order to truly understand the outward (whereas the world is attempting to do the opposite).

The Poor Amongst Us

2006-07-13T09:19:00.000-05:00

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what is considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"

"It was great, Dad."

"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.

"Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.

The son answered:

"I saw that we have one dog but they have four.

We have a small pool but they have a creek that has no end.

We have imported lanterns but they have the stars at night.

Our patio reaches to the front yard but they have the whole horizon.

We have a small piece of land to live on but they have fields that go beyond our sight.

We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.

We have to buy our food, but they grow their own.

We have walls around our property to protect us, but they have friends to protect them."

The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Mystic Solipsism

2006-06-11T15:35:00.000-05:00

"Your first and most primary step toward finding the meaning and significance of life is to enter into your aloneness. It is your temple; it is where your God lives, and you cannot find this temple anywhere else."

- Osho (Love, Freedom, Aloneness - The Koan of Relationships, pg. 179)

Solipsism is derived from the Latin words solus (alone) and ipse (self). Thus, Solipsism literally means the view that one is alone.

Although God inversed itself to form an outer cosmos, a cosmos of infinite multiplicity - all such objects retain their original essence, which is The One. In Hinduism this One is known as the Self. Others might call it the Absolute. Still others use the word God. Doesn't matter. It is all the same Absolute One. This One has a number which is no number at all - zero. All others are either positive or negative numbers. For now, we will refer to the essence and source of all that is as the Self.

The question is - do these various objects of existence maintain their singleness? It is impossible that they should do otherwise. For if the objects would become dual in their ground then the objects would become separate from the One - their Source. Therefore, all that exists must in its essence be one. If one, then alone. All objects must be alone. Irregardless of number or expression, all objects and beings are entirely alone.

To put it in another way - all beings are individualized and inverted expressions of the Self - which knows only itself. If the Self is alone - for it is One - then its inverted individualizations must likewise be one (in their essence but not in their form).

Now - this gives us tremendous insight into the existential and epistemological problem mankind finds itself in from time immemorial. If you were to just surf Blogspot.com you would find that every blogger is in their own little world. One person is talking about heart disease, another person is talking about cats, another person is talking about some esoteric religion. The next person is discussing their hatred of Islam and the next is discussing their trip to China. There is an unlimited and seemingly infinite amount of mindsets that any one human being can possess. Every one of those bloggers is in their own world alone, in a world of their own making.

When you are having a discussion with someone you delude yourself into thinking that you are actually communicating with someone. You are communicating only with yourself; you are trying to convince only yourself. You are working out the understanding for yourself, in your own way and in your own words. As long as you are using another's words, you understand nothing. You are never taught by somebody, you teach only yourself.

When you are making love, so to speak, you are only making love to yourself - to your inner woman or inner man - for you can only feel your own sensations, not the others. In fact, ultimately you can only love yourself and to the extent that you love "others" is to the extent that you love yourself. "Love your neighbor as you love yourself" means love yourself and your neighbor is included. Love your self means love your source, your essence, and that essence is the same source as your neighbor.

Only those that share an affinity with the thoughts on this blog will ever read it. We believe what we want to believe, hear what we want to hear, think what we want to think. It doesn't matter that something is logical, that it is meaningful, that is is helpful. All that matters is what we desire - for it is out of our own desires that we construct our worlds. Desire precedes creation.

So then, we are individualized inversions of the Self. Therefore, like the Self, we are alone. Yet, since all proceed from the Self, we are all interconnected and ultimately one whole (which is the cause of affinity with others).

Humans discern this aloneness keenly from within and thus suffer from intense separation anxiety. This separation anxiety causes fear which leads to the development of the ego from a young age. The ego is not the Self. The ego is our own creation, a dualistic and separate but illusory entity. All the problems that we have with other people and with the cosmos itself stems from this ego personality. If you are alone - what is the problem? But if you are separate then you must strive and struggle and seek and be saved. The ego is the problem and the only problem.

Being alone does not mean being separate. You are not separate because separation is impossible when reality is One.

Embrace your aloneness and you will no longer be lonely for within your aloneness is an All Oneness. Within your aloneness is an infinite universe to experience. The universe, after all, is one verse; one song that just sings along and alone.

Enough for now.

The Inverse of God

2006-04-30T14:23:00.000-05:00

"There is One Infinite Mind from which all things come. ... There is One Infinite Spirit and every time man says "I am" he proclaims It. There is One Infinite Substance and every time man moves he moves in It. There is One Infinite Law and every time man thinks he sets this Law in motion. ... All the Power there is, all the Presence there is, all the Love there is, all the Peace there is, all the Good there is, and the Only God there is, is Omnipresent."

- Ernest Holmes (The Science of Mind)

It is a pardox: ultimate reality is one, must be one and cannot but be one - yet everywhere we are surrounded by multiplicity. How can this be? What is the answer to this riddle? How can the many come from the one? Is the muliplicity truly real or illusory?

Our senses are more accurate than most philosophers want to grant credit to. Our senses tell us that there is a reality to the multiplicity, that the duality we are immersed in is indeed both beautiful and terrible simultaneously. The world is both good and bad. We cannot think away the duality.

So then, how to reconcile the paradox? The world is the INVERSE OF GOD.

The One, the Absolute, The Good, God, Emptiness - all imperfect words that point to the ultimate and only true reality. Yet the One has inversed itself so that out of the One has come the many, yet the many is still one. The many is still one because ontologically it is still God, and the many is just as real as the one because substantially there is no distinction.

God has inversed itself to form the world. Creation ex nihilo? Yes, but only in so far as the ex nihilo is God himself! For One is Zero, Zero is no-thing and from Zero all proceeds, both positive and negative. From nothing we all come and to nothing we shall all return. The inner essence is emptiness.

The One is neither this nor that but everything else is both this and that. You cannot find something that is fast because "fast" is relative to the observer. A snail is fast to a rock and a jetplane is slow to a bullet. Concepts like "fast" and "slow" are irrelevant and tell us nothing about the other, only about the observer.

You call somebody good and another bad? Why? Is the one you call good never bad? Is the one you call bad never good? Meaningless. It says nothing about the other and everything about you.

The One neither exists nor not exists. It is real - in that sense it "exists"; it not just a concept. Yet to exist is to be dual, to be both this and that, relative to an observer. The One is neither this nor that - it is not subject to any duality.

Duality is relative, relative to an observer in time and space. To exist is to be subject to non-existence: life and death, pleasure and pain, beauty and ugliness, good and evil. All such things are an inverse of the One Absolute God.

The One is not subject to observation because it is the Observer. The One is the Observer. It is your inner witness. It is consciousness - the only consciousness. It is what it is. It has no name. Yet it sees all, is in all and is the essence of all that is and is to come.

So there is one reality and we are observing it from the inside out. The universe is really a mulitverse and it is becoming more multiplicitious by the second. You will find no answers by observing the universe - all such "answers" are subject to abject failure; subject to the temporal whims and fragmented perspective of false observers.

Turn inwards where you are already One, already Whole. Only that which is Whole can be Holy. Become the Observer and let the Observer become you. The Kingdom of God is within.

Enough for now.

Both Good And Evil

2006-04-02T08:40:00.001-05:00

"Love, joy, and peace are deep states of Being, or rather three aspects of the state of inner connectedness with Being. As such, they have no opposite. This is because they arise from beyond the mind. Emotions, on the other hand, being part of the dualistic mind, are subject to the law of opposites. This simply means that you cannot have good without bad."

-- Eckhart Tolle (The Power of Now, pg. 29)

Whenever somebody is murdered, it has become customary for a reporter to go out of their way to quote a relative, friend or neighbor that the alleged killer is really a good person. "Well he was always polite to me!" "It can't be him - he is such a good person!" Check out any daily newspaper and you will see this response so prevalent that it is comical.

One of the older and more spirited debates in philosophy and psychology regards the moral nature of mankind - is man inherently good or evil? Some say man is totally depraved, sinful at birth, and utterly wicked. Others say man is good and worthy of admiration and where there is a lack of good it is only because of a dearth of proper education and opportunity. Both camps have a point and yet fail to see the truth.

So which is it - are humans inherently good or evil? Both, simultaneously - every single one of us.

In fact, so strong is the admixture of "good" and "bad" in each of us that it is impossible to classify anybody as a "good person" or "bad person." We are what we are and we are both good and bad.

Yet not only us but Nature itself is both good and bad. Behold the gorgeous beauty of Nature, yet that very nature will bring forth from her bosom horrible tsunamis, earthquakes, tornadoes, and diseases. Which nature do you see? Depends on which facet you are looking at. What person do you see? Depends on which facet you are looking at.

What of God or Being? God is neither good nor evil but beyond all such duality.

Those who wish to classify God as pure goodness have a serious problem, the so-called "Problem of Evil." For if God is pure good then where does all the bad come from?

If you posit a separate entity - a Satanic figure or demiurge - then God would no longer be God. God implies singularity and oneness: exchange the word "God" with "Being" and it becomes self-evident that there is not two but one. Being has no opposite and everything that IS must proceed from it. Trying to cast blame on humans or Satan is fruitless and illogical.

Secondly, you could simply deny that evil really exists - classify it as an absence of good or as a mental illusion. Good luck. Those who have encountered real evil know that it is no illusion. Evil exists - it is as real as Goodness. Remember - humans and Nature are BOTH really good and really evil, simultaneoulsy.

So, then, the Problem of Evil is solved by viewing the origin of the All as neither good nor evil. So too could the problems of mankind be solved if humanity could ever come to grips with the dual nature that we all share, so that we are all equally good and evil - every single one of us. As the proverb says - we are all in the same boat together.

The next essay will attempt to address the origin of this dual nature.

You Are Alone

2005-09-09T15:42:00.000-05:00

"You are alone in existence. You come alone, you die alone. Between birth and death, of course you can deceive yourself that someone is with you - your wife, your father, your mother, your husband, your friend - but this is just make-believe. you come alone, you go alone; you are alone between birth and death."

- Osho (from Freedom the Courage to Be Yourself)

"This is the life of gods and of the godlike and blessed among men, liberation from the alien that besets us here, a life taking no pleasure in the things of Earth, [the flight of the alone to the Alone]"

- Plotinus (Enneads VI, 9)

"You are alone with your God, and there is no one around you. This is the truth. Rest your mind on this, and attain peace."

- Swami Krishnananda

There are more than 6 billion humans on planet Earth today but even if there were 600 billion you would be just as alone then as you are today. Crowds create only crowding.

You have been sold a bill of goods. In your youth you were read to stories about "living happily ever after" and your parents may have occasionally lied to you about how they would never leave you. As soon as your cuteness and novelty wore out, you were no longer of any interest to them. In fact, you were a nusiance.

In your adolesence you learned that there is no Santa Claus, no Easter Bunny, and no Tooth Fairy. There was no saviour, no prince, no gift-bearer and nobody that heard your cries at night. You had to do it for yourself.

In your teenage years, you were bombarded incessantly with love songs and impossible dreams of a lover that is everything to you. Yet each and every lover, if you were fortunate enough to find even one, abandoned you as soon as the cuteness and novelty wore off. Instead of joy, you found frustration and instead of pleasure you found jealousy, deceit and all manner of selfishness.

In your early adulthood, you began to see how former friends could care less if you drop dead. You tired of being the one that had to initiate the phone calls, letters, and emails, without any reciprocation. When your friends moved away or 'settled down" it was as if you no longer existed to them.

When you began to have different thoughts you were ostracized, when you took up different interests, you were discarded, when your appearance changed, you were mocked, and when you needed help, no help was to be found. Your inner thoughts could not be understood, your journey was yours and yours alone.

Listen, my friend - it doesn't matter. Everything is as it should be.

To be alone does not equate with loneliness - far be it! Alone means to be ALL ONE. To understand your aloneness is to understand completeness. To understand aloneness is to understand God. You are the alone flying upwards to the Alone. God is alone and only that which is of the same kind can understand and communicate.

God has many forms, many manifestations, many hypostases - but still always One; still always one and undivided. The universe is also one - One Verse - One Song - One Dance. The universe is alone - there is no other like it

To be alone is to be one and to be one is to have no need, no division, no frustration - you are the number zero and God is the number One. One plus Zero is still One. As zero - can you find your beginning, can you find your end?

In the Temple of Solomon, within the Holy of Holies, only one could enter. There was no room for two. That room is in your inmost parts. You are the Holy of Holies.

In your Oneness you will find the Teacher - you are never taught, you teach yourself.
In your Oneness you will find the Physician - "Physician, Heal Thyself!"
In your Oneness you will find the Friend - "A friend that sticks closer than a brother"
In your Oneness you will find the Beloved - "I am my beloved, and my beloved is mine"

In your Oneness you will find the One, for there is none besides thee.

The Darkening Shroud

2005-09-08T09:06:00.000-05:00

"... the soul's seeing is [thwarted] by the passions and by the darkening that Matter brings to it, by its [descent] into Matter, by its very attention no longer to Essence but to Process - whose principle or source is, again, Matter, the Kind so evil as to saturate with its own [corruption] even that which is not in it but merely looks towards it. For, wholly without part in Good, the negation of Good, unmingled Lack, this Matter-Kind makes over to its own likeness whatsover comes in touch with it."

- Plotinus (Enneads I,8 - words in brackets redacted; emphasis mine)

The soul, our soul, should be able to see. Yet it sees not, feels not and is instead mesmerized by the colors and senses of a world of matter, which instead of the light we think it is, really is a world of darkness. Instead of the pure essence of God (Good) emanating through us we wear a "darkening" shroud that shields our eyes, deafens our ears, numbs our souls, and makes us forget who we are and from whence we come.

Christians have long spoken of a "fall of Man" from which all sin and evil have proceeded. Buddhists wisely see that the problem is not a matter of blame or past action, but of the very nature of existence itself.

Plotinus sees the problem perfectly - the Creation IS the Fall! There is no distinction between the two "events", they are identical. To be created is to descend into the privation of matter and to struggle with its darkening shroud.

There is no blame, no judgement, no wrath, and no sin - there is the perfect Essence of the One God and there is process; there is BEING and there is becoming being. Yet between the essence of being and the process of becoming, there is no conflict for process is privation of essence, a fall into nothingness.

God does not exist. God is, God be, but God does not exist. To exist is to be limited by the merciless and cruel vicissitudes of process. God transcends even existence. Essence is not existence and existense has no essence. Look closely enough at the rock and it is nothing but colliding electrons, perhaps even waves of energy. The greatest of software is really just a series of yes and no.

To exist is to be in process - to live and to die; to be healthy and to be sick; to be loved and to be rejected; to have peace and to have war. One day this, the other day that. Constant, merciless change is what process is all about.

Existence is insatiable desire. Solomon speaks "the eye never has its full of seeing nor the ear its full of hearing." Process never says "enough" - it is always trying to become something, never just being. Process is always trying to get richer, live longer, become more knowledgable, become more powerful, become more saintly, become more popular - but for what it knows not and cares not for there is no end to it, just process. Process is its own goal. All this leads inevitably to a lost life of addiction and frustration.

Do not confuse "existence" with essence - they are different! One can exist but have no essence and essence need not exist. Before you existed, you were and long after you die still will you be! In existence there is time, there is evolution, there is dichotomy, there is insatiable desire, and there is conflict - no true peace or joy is possible.

Your center, your source - your very essence - immersed in its descent into matter - has forgotten because, as Plotinus says "this Matter-Kind makes over to its own likeness whatsover comes in touch with it." You are still there - but do you realize it? Has the world of senses mesmerized you and caused you to forget the essence of God - not up there and over here - but inside your very center for the Kingdom of God is within.

Seek not to climb the highest mountain nor dive down to the deepest depth. The only thing necessary is to turn to the light. When the light switch is set to "on", the darkness has dissipated - not gradually, but in an instant. Essence can never be destroyed because only that which exists dies.

Echo of Thought

2005-06-22T23:07:00.000-05:00

"As speech is the echo of the thought in the Soul, so thought in the Soul is an echo from elsewhere: that is to say, as the uttered thought is an image of the soul-thought, so the soul-thought images a thought above itself and is the interpreter of the higher sphere"

- Plotinus (Ennead II, 2) (emphasis mine)

All mental thought is derivative, having not its source within itself but from above (or from deeper within).

The Act of speaking is a bringing forth of thought from an individual's soul. When a soul speaks, it instantaneously creates an imperfect image of its thought. Once the image is created, whether temporally in verbal discussion or in a more lasting state such as the written word, it can be viewed by other souls which then may find attraction or repulsion to it, just as one would with a putative piece of art. In a manner of speaking, all spoken words are art - they are images of the soul's internal state for "out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks."

However, the thought of the soul from whence comes speech is itself an Act of interpretation of thought from beyond itself. Thus, the individual mind that thought it was being clever and original was actually nothing but a receptor of an echo from beyond and its very thinking processes were an Act of interpreting the thoughts from beyond.

Our minds are receptors - receptors in the same way that a radio is a receptor to transmitters. There are many channels, and these channels are on different wavelengths and of different mindsets. We choose the channels, we do not choose the thoughts. We find affinity with a station, but we do not determine what is playing on the radio.

The further removed we are from the Source of the echo, the more attentuation and the more the static, thus we may err greviously in our interpretation. Thought from the higher sphere cannot be understand well by soul in the lower sphere (if understood at all), for "my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways ... For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts" (Isaiah 55:8)

Yet we are responsible for creating proper images of the echoes from beyond, not graven images of cold stone but images of beauty, love, grace, and truth.

The Zero Principle

2005-06-21T10:11:00.000-05:00

All numbers are relative to the number zero.

Zero is the Absolute Truth and its absolute value is itself.

Zero cannot be added to, divided by, multiplied, nor subtracted from. To add to or subtract from zero is to remain other. To add zero to other is to remain other still. Zero alone remains untainted and pure. Zero alone is alone yet whole. Yet Zero is Zero.

Zero is representative of no number and yet from it all numbers irradiate or emanate. Although Zero may be considered a number, in reality it stands by itself and has no complement. It alone is non-dual.

Zero is at the center and yet it is unattainable in itself since to strain at grasping Zero is to grasp no-thing. The closer one moves toward Zero, the more diminutive one becomes and yet the closer one becomes One.

The boolean value of false is always represented by Zero but true is simply non-zero. Everything is true but Zero.

Turn 6 upside down and you get 9. Turn Zero upside down and you get Zero.

Zero is the starting point, the origin, the source, the anchor: all turn out from Zero and to Zero all return.

It Is We That Become Present

2005-06-21T08:53:00.000-05:00

"Thus the Supreme as containing no otherness is ever present with us; we with it when we put otherness away. It is not that the Supreme reaches out to us seeking our communion; we reach towards the Supreme; it is we that become present"

- Plotinus (emphasis mine)

Typically, we think of a spiritual experience as apprehending the presence of God, and this is true. However, it is equally true to think of it as WE becoming present since out true Self is identical with God's spirit and when we are "dead" to our true Self, it is not because God is absent, but that we are not present.

Waiting for God to pick us up and throw us up against the wall to wake us up, or visiting us in an apparition or knocking us down from our horse on the road to Damascus is foolish and belies an ignorance on the presence of God. For God is never more present now than He has ever been and ever will be; God is perfect Being and thus is at rest and immanent in the present moment.

So if we are not present it is because we are not Being but Becoming, straddling the sands of time between the past and the future, and navigating the narrow strait of movement between Scylla and Charybdis. There is only the Eternal Now - all else is shifting sand and full of terror.

But what is meant by not being present? Where are we then? We are in shadows; immersed in form and flux. You could no more say "here I am" then step in the same river twice. Each passing moment you are different.

When there is not Presence, there is Change: constant, merciless, irrevocable change. When we are absent, we deceive ourselves that we are, that we think, that we love, and that we are good. When we are absent, we are nothing: a Will O' The Wisp, a mayfly, a character actor in a brief skit. Either God is Present through you or you are absent and your life is but a fitful dream. In the end, as in the beginning, there is only The One.